It’s been a tough journey for you and for me baby.
Every visit to the cardiologist is so nerve wrecking. For the past one month we were constantly worried for you because your echos wasn’t ideal. The very last one shows improvement but doctor was hoping you will put on weight.
You’re stuck at 5.3kg. Will you please grow baby? We have tried all possible ways to make you drink milk but every feeding time is like fighting a battle. We resort to dream feed you most of the time and we have to hold onto our breathe during feeding, hoping you will finish the entire bottle. But most of the time you didn’t.
We even bought you to see a dietician at the doctor’s order. We started semi-solid earlier as instructed. Adding formula milk into breastmilk. I don’t think you like it very much because it smells pretty weird to me. I hope there will be more improvement 2 weeks later. Don’t make us worry for you anymore okie?
Scars may healed but a mother never forgets. Please be well for good Noah and let me have a peace of mind from now onwards…
