Dear Noah baby,
Happy 3rd month to you. 🙂
It seems like just yesterday when I went into labor with you. But I can hardly remember the pain I suffered back then because the heartache that I felt when you went through 2 open heart surgery almost tore me apart.
I never knew motherhood could be so nerve wrecking. No one told me. But that doesn’t mean I don’t wanna take up this new role of mine. I would choose to do it all over again just for you. It’s still surreal when I refer you as “my son”. You are god greatest creation to me.
You’ve been so brave that I felt ashamed of myself. I can never look at your battle scars without feeling any heartache. You are part of me. Any pain you’ve suffered hurt me more than anyone else. I thank you for fighting through and won those battles. Be it for yourself or your loving parents, I just wanna say thank you baby.
I thought I wouldn’t love anyone else more than your daddy but I am sure he doesn’t mind sharing my love with you. 🙂
Your daddy and I can’t wait to spend more 3 months, years and the rest of our lifetime taking care and loving you. We are ready to take up all the challenges that we will face. Itchy gums, unstoppable moving around and struggling to understand your first word. We will be there with you.
Love you very very much,
Mommy
